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I see so many young girls on Tumblr just expressing how sad they are… And it’s unfathomable to me. Like where did society turn on wrong path and head for the worst? I just want to reach out, shake them around a little bit and drill into their heads that they are far too young to be this sad. They have so much more to live for than broken hearts or physical appearances. And no, I’m not some social justice blogger that enjoys conveying her emotions. For the past year I’ve been more than appalled with some of the low self-esteem posts I see these girls publish. And it hurts especially when more than half of these posts come from my little cousin who I think is unfolding into a gorgeous young woman yet she doesn’t even notice it herself. I’m going to be 17 this year and I’m still having trouble finding myself, so how can these girls expect to be so perfect? WHO CARES WHAT OTHER THINK! If someones going to ridicule you for what outfit your wearing or if that asshole is going to break your heart, so be it.. Honestly, FUCK EVERYONE ELSE and their damn opinion because once this whole “middle-high school” gig is over in a couple years… Ask yourself, are they going to matter to you? 


Well to sum it up, my bestfriend that I’ve known for 3 years just left for military training for 6 months. I’ve spent almost every day with him before he left. I can’t text him, call him, etc. He gets 15 minutes a week to call people and he can write letters. I can still remember the day he moved in down the street, I was in 6th grade and he was a freshman, he was my first high school friend ever. At this point he’s one of the most important people in my life, as cliche as it sounds.. I can’t imagine life without him. He left 4 this morning and said his last goodbye at 10 last night. It’s pretty much been nonstop crying ever since. Thank God I have supportive friends. About 2 hours ago, I received a text “My phone’s going to be gone in 5 minutes…..”.. That was my last goodbye, I won’t be able to text him til December 14th. I am absolutely heartbroken over this surreal situation. I think the thing that kills me the most is that I feel like I’ll be able to text him or call him tomorrow and he’ll be able to come right over.. Then I realize it’s not going to happen because he’s gone ;(

Well to sum it up, my bestfriend that I’ve known for 3 years just left for military training for 6 months. I’ve spent almost every day with him before he left. I can’t text him, call him, etc. He gets 15 minutes a week to call people and he can write letters. I can still remember the day he moved in down the street, I was in 6th grade and he was a freshman, he was my first high school friend ever. At this point he’s one of the most important people in my life, as cliche as it sounds.. I can’t imagine life without him. He left 4 this morning and said his last goodbye at 10 last night. It’s pretty much been nonstop crying ever since. Thank God I have supportive friends. About 2 hours ago, I received a text “My phone’s going to be gone in 5 minutes…..”.. That was my last goodbye, I won’t be able to text him til December 14th. I am absolutely heartbroken over this surreal situation. I think the thing that kills me the most is that I feel like I’ll be able to text him or call him tomorrow and he’ll be able to come right over.. Then I realize it’s not going to happen because he’s gone ;(